Livejournal is dead anymore... like the only people i really see posting ad's and new shit added to livejournal, it gets pretty old.

this weekend i think there is a her versus the atlantic show with all the other bands that broke up... that should be funny, diffrent, and memorable. so i guess if you don't have nothing else to do come out and watch us play. uhmm yea and also myspace is being really emo = gay, i'm just close to cancalling my account like i have a profile on there for like no reason anymore. i mean yea it's cool here and there but it's w/e anymore. i guess this is my "update" well i guess comment if you relize how board you are.

Peace, Love, and Guitar.

This summer i thought was the definition of love... As most of you know me and anna were dating or somthing... we had our fights or hissy fits at times. everything started to get harder when it became to get closer to school stress started to come earlier for me... b/c i was really close of losing anna. and anna was the one i thought for me and she meant everything. she was my first for alot of thing and alot of my feeelings went in to her. i've changed i know.. i you shouldn't change for no one b/c they should love you for who and what you are. i loved anna and that was the greatest thing i thought i could is to love some one. but it's all diffrent when that someone doesn't love you back it seems like. i put all my freinds aside for anna and i'm sorry you guys... us guys is suppose to stay by a quote... "Bros Before Hoes" well i let that go. every guy has to let that one slide sometimes b/c there is a few couple out there that are really close and they can't really say that. i also got told tonight that your brothers will always be there but your hoes come and go. well i'm not saying anna is a hoe i'm not going to say anna was anything... anna was i thought was a great girl to me and i love her to death and it hurts knowing i'm not with her even though i'm not going to try to show it at school or anything i still love anna but thats going to be there for awhile and it's going to take me awhile for this one b/c like i said meant a whole to me and if i let it bother me.. just let it b/c i'll get over it like i try to do anything else let it go. but out of anyone. i apologize to derek the most b/c he was the one that got put aside more than anyone b/c i was at his house on the phone with anna all the time. i couldn't help i love anna and she has totally changed my life. but i do apologize to all my friends that i did put aside. if you are in a relationship your partner will always change you no matter what b/c you want to be perfect for them. and you will be diffrent to your friends b/c your more straight forward to your partner than you are having fun b/c you always want to have fun but you want to be all you can to your partner. but only your true freinds can understand how much your partner really means to you to let them put you aside for a day or for a time or two. b/c i've learned so much in this relationship it's been a real rollercoaster ride. i've been more upset and pissed and mad than i'll ever be in my life. love hurts more than you can imagine , don't let anyone get in between the one you love. no matter who it is, it only fucks up somthing like that happens. but as some of you might know now that me and anna got into it tonight and it's fucked up night. i thank the ones that have been there for me in this relationship there is alot of you... but the time i needed you've been there and talked to me.. thats what freinds are for and i respect that and i'll be there for yall if you need me. but i'm going to need some time to try to back away from anna so if you can try to not to bring it up... but it doesn't hurt me to here b/c i can get rid of thinking about it if i talk about it to some one. thanks for reading if you did...

Peac, Love, Guitar

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Her vs. the atlantic
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hey,
it's been awhile since i've updated. but there has been so much happening like i'm talking to this wonderful girl name anna and i haven't been this happy in so long like.. idk she means alot to me. we are going to hopfully kick it off in the summer time. and i'm going to so busy with alot of things. the band and anna.. those are most important things in my life.. i love anna so much i'm really happy i can't tell you how much. but i'm going shopping with her this evening and i hope we have a wonderful time. idc what happens only if that one things isn't bad. :). the band is going good we recruited julian sanchez. so he is part of the band family. well i'll keep trying to update LJ. but with anna and the band going it'll be a tight squeeze. but i better head out cya her love ya ppl.

I LOVE ANNA! <3

WEll we have a show tommrow Her Versus The Atlantic!

Our myspace is http://www.myspace.com/herversustheatlantic

Pictures and Calender there. Go Add Us.

uhmm but other than that.. i love amy!<3 :p amy is a cool cat..

Ok.. i haven't update this bitch in a long time..but omfg.. the girl i have liked in 3 months i just found out she is a fucking bi. ok i can't stand bi's, gays or blacks.. this is a fucking shock to me. b/c i mean she wasen't. i guess ever since she kissed kieths ex.. she was like i'm bi.. thats fucking wierd and GAY! i mean AHHHH GROSS.. i can't ever find a girl that likes me that isn't OVER SIZED or bi or anything.. it makes me sick.. lmao this is gross i swear to god that makes me think if almost everyone is bi b/c ever time i turn there is a GAY OR A BI O R LESBAIN. WTF MATE!?!well i guess i could always do better..




The band Calender.

May 5th Hoxie Community Center 7 pm

May 20th Leachville The Melondy 6pm? This show is pending...


Stephen Turner - Vocals

Brandon Reed - Vocals/Guitar

Jake Robertson - Bass

Jackson Sifford - Drums

Give Us Some Support.

Love Ya All.

I have the best life ever.. I don't think I have ever been so happy, and I don't know what has made me this happy. Amy Lashay McCluskey is my best friend, and she is always there for me. She's the best.. and I love her to death. I drew a pretty picture yesterday. It also made me very happy inside.. Well, I suppose I will end it here.. I basically have nothing else on my mind besides my awesome best friend Amy, pretty pictures, and cuddly bunnies. I'm sure you don't want to hear about any of it.

Last Night and This Morning was like the best mixture in a long thanks to. Paula, Stephen, Matt, Anthony, Charles, Keith, and Ying

Sometimes i don't think it is even worth it anymore.


































(life)

Well i'm at home sick right now i have a sinus infection and the stuff hurts big time.. and right now i have this pounding headache.. ahhhh i'm about to go insane. but i'll more than likely go to the The Wedding and Kingsdown concert this weekend. b/c i don't won't to see any drama at anywhere else and if somthing happens at the show i can take of it there and all. so i'll deal with that instead of somthing really crazy. I'm a little donwn and out right now like i next monday i'm going to start my pshcology help and i wonder how that'll be.. = / and there is some things right now thats really confusing like idk what to do anymore like i want to make the right decisions and what i do and not a mess up like i would do. i've been talking to paula about all my problems and she has helped me out alot... we talked about alot of things last night and i really thank you for that b/c i don't know nothing else could have made more happier than to talk about my problems with her. b/c these last few months.. well it hasen't been the healthiest months of my life.. i would say somthing but they kind of personal and there is a hand full of ppl that know what i'm talking about.. and there is other ppl that know what else is up with me. Paula is a big help to me right now i know i can't stop talking about her. but she has really helped me and she has made me relize some things in life is there for a reason and that everything is not perfect i mean i knew that but i'm talking about the little things that could be perfect but isn't. like this weekend is going to be hurtful to a quite of few of us. i thought i was going to adam's and bj's to party but there was going to major drama there. and i sure in the hell don't want more drama as there is with me now. i hope hanging out with ppl this weekend will make feel better. and also everyone hero9 show friday in hoxie i'll there i have to since i'm working sound if you need ride say somthing to me about it and i'll be sure to do my best of job and get you a ride there and back. well idk much what else to say. if you want to ask me ?'s call me. uhmm i'm guess i'm out of here .

<3<3<3<3<3
Thanks For My Friends That's Been There For Me.


HH - Language Lesson


I hope this song can tell you how I feel tonight
You are my first dissection spilling my insides
Lets write our names with the blood that's in our cheeks
So it won't wash away if I don't come home for weeks

If I don't come home...

I never said (never said)
This would be easy
I let her go when she said she was leaving
So whisper softly
And don't forget
To tell me how you feel in five words or less

I knew I should have never offered you the world
The nights are full of faces you're the only girl
Turn my world from disaster
Make my heart stop beating faster
Ask the question, here's the answer
I need you now and I can't stand this

I never said (never said)
This would be easy
I let her go when she said she was leaving
So whisper softly
And don't forget
To tell me how you feel in five words or less

Just tell me how you feel...
I need your voice tonight...
Just tell me how you feel...
Whoa, whoa...

So whisper softly and don't forget
To tell me how you feel in five words or less

I never said (never said)
This would be easy
I let her go when she said she was leaving
So whisper softly
And don't forget
To tell me how you feel in five words or less


Dashboard Confessinal - A Plain Morning

It's yet to be determined,
but the air is thick,
and my hope is feeling worn.
I'm missing home,
and I'm glad you're not a part of this,
there's parts of me that will be missed.
And the phone is always dead to me,
so I can't tell you the temperature is dropping
and it feels like.

It's colder than it ought to be in March
and I still got a day or two ahead of me
till I'll be heading home,
into your arms again.
And the people here are asking after you.
It doesn't make it easier.
It doesn't make it easier to be away.(to be away)

I'd like to hire a plane.(a plane)
I'd see you in the morning, (morning)
when the day is fresh.
I'm coming home again. (I'm coming home again)
Coming home again. (again)
Coming home again. (again)
When the day is fresh,
I'm coming home again.(I'm coming home again)

But it's warmer where you're waiting.
It feels more like July.
There's pillows in their cases,
and one of those is mine.
And you wrote the words "I love you",
and sprayed it with perfume.
It's better than the fire is
to heat this lonely room.
It's warmer where you're waiting
It feels more like July.
It feels more like July.

It's yet to be determined,
but the air is thick,
and my hope is feeling worn.
I'm missing home,
and I'm glad you're not a part of this,
there's parts of me that will be missed.
And the phone is always dead to me,
so I can't tell you the temperature is dropping
and it feels like.

It's colder than it ought to be in March
and I still got a day or two ahead of me
till I'll be heading home,
into your arms again.
And the people here are asking after you.
It doesn't make it easier. (easier)
It doesn't make it easier to be away.(to be away)

I'd like to hire a plane.(a plane)
I'd see you in the morning, (morning)
when the day is fresh.
I'm coming home again. (I'm coming home again)
Coming home again. (again)
Coming home again. (again)
When the day is fresh,
I'm coming home again.(I'm coming home again)